“Hello” by Adel Acoustic Cover
Hydro-Dip Spirit Softball




“Scratch” A Short Story
Droplets of liquid clear to form the word Scratch. My mother’s smile pokes through the red. I hear a scratching sound coming from the bed frame. I bolt for the door. It’s locked.
Jenny Dean (Scratch)

Scratch
“Hear that Charlie?” I question my brother jokingly.
“What are you talking about?” he quivers.
“You know, that scratching sound” I say, scratching the wooden bed frame harder.
“Stop that! I know it’s you” whimpered Charlie.
I decide to quit being a pest and let Charlie sleep.
Moonlight shines through the window of the orphanage and I let my thoughts roam. I don’t remember my parents well, but I think of them often. They were murdered one year after Charlie was born, stabbed to death and etched with the word Scratch and 3 and 4 across their chests. An open casket wasn’t an option, for there were remnants left by the uncaptured killer. The only motive the police could think up was my father’s inherited fortune. Too bad I won’t see the money until I’m an adult. Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if Madame Woodrow stole it for herself. Though they’re gone, my father’s green eyes are worn by me, and Charlie bears by mother’s pale skin. I keep a photo of my smiling newlywed parents on my nightstand. I’ll probably never have happy parents again.
I’m putting the photograph on the nightstand as something catches my eye.
“Scratch” is written on the back of the photograph in red ink. Bloody hell, I think to myself. Who put that there? I glance around for signs of a prankster but only see the soft breathing of young boys. I look again at the photograph but the words are gone. The moonlight is playing tricks on my tired eyes.
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“Hugo! Get up! Today’s the day!” shouts Charlie excitedly.
I’m only two years older, but I have much less faith than Charlie.
“Alright, I’m coming mate” I sigh tiredly and head downstairs for breakfast.
“‘You two are so lucky’ grumbles Oliver, ‘I’ve been here for fifteen years and don’t see any prospective parents knocking down my door’”.
“I may be a redhead, but I’m not a blimey stepchild” ranted Oliver. Oliver is my best friend, mostly because of his sarcastic humor.
Charlie is downing a bowl of Cheerios when Madame Woodrow walks into the dining room. She has voluminous brown hair and spectacles that rest on the bridge of her pointed cartilage. They’ll never fall off with her nose turned up the way it always is.
“How many birds do you think have mistaken her hair for their nest?” Oliver whispers in my ear. I spit coffee, soaking the white tablecloth.
“‘Hugo Wallace!’ shouts Madame Woodrow smacking me up the side of my head ‘where are your manners boy?’” I gulp the rest of my rudeness in one swallow.
“Sorry madam,” I lie, laughing internally.
“Take care of this mess and get cleaned up. Your prospective parents will be here shortly,” snaps the hag as she bustles from the room.
“I can’t wait! What do you think they’re like? I bet they’re spectacular! Do you think they’ve got a puppy? Maybe we’ll have our own bedrooms!” rambles Charlie. I decide to play along and let the dreamer dream.
We are sitting in Madame Woodrow’s office and the lights are off because she’s frugal. The overcast clouds send an ominous glow into the room. I’ve learned to lower my standards so I don’t become disappointed. Charlie’s eyes glow with excitement as if the mundane wall color is his favorite. The doorknob creaks open and in comes Madame Woodrow with two unfamiliar faces. I have seen beautiful people before, but not like this. The woman is tall and thin, wearing a sleek black robe and leather gloves. Her perfect curls frame her mile-high cheekbones. The man is even taller than her and has a jawline that could cut glass. He has jet black hair and wears a sports coat. He pulls out a golden pocket watch and looks up with a smile. They both give off an aura of happiness and I start to feel hopeful for the first time since I can remember. As they take a seat, I notice they both have unnaturally bright, blue eyes. The woman extends her hand to me.
“‘My name is Sarah Scriver,’ she chatters excitedly, ‘We have been waiting so long to see you.’” Her husband nods and shakes our hands causing content to show on Charlie’s face.
“My name is Brendon” he beamed with charm. I’ve never seen two people so charismatic.
“There are just a few questions we have to get to know you two” says Mr. Scriver.
“Do you like swimming? We do live on Haweswater. I hope you don’t mind” says Mr. Scriver.
“Oh boy I-I love the water!” stammers Charlie with so much excitement I thought water was going to pour out of his eyes.
“That wouldn’t be a problem” I reply coolly, hiding my excitement to avoid getting my hopes up.
“‘I hope you two like to eat’ giggled Mrs. Scriver ‘I love baking.’” This just keeps getting better.
“Brendon is a lawyer and I work for Ralph Lauren’s British line” says Mrs. Scriver. My mouth drops to the floor. This is unreal. Why wouldn’t perfect people like this want to have their own perfect children? I decide that’s not exactly an appropriate question to ask. Madame Woodrow asks Charlie and me to step out of the room while they finish some paperwork. Mrs. Scriver is closing the door when I catch a glimpse of red light on her hand. A beautiful red ruby rests between two diamonds on a gold wedding band. I look into her eyes and for the shortest moment I see an a flash of red again.
“Scratch” says a hissing voice in my ear.
“What’s that, Charlie?” I ask turning around to face my brother. Charlie is ten feet away sitting on his palms in a wooden chair humming to himself. The door shuts gently. What was that? I think back to the word written on my parents’ photograph. My excitement about a new family gets the best of me and I ignore the sound. After impatiently waiting, Madame Woodrow opens the door.
“It was a pleasure meeting you Mr. and Mrs. Scriver” I smiled, my eyes glued to Mrs. Scriver’s ring.
“You can call me Mom” replies Mrs. Scriver her blue eyes sparkling.
“And I’ll be Dad” Mr. Scriver joined in. I see a glint of red in his glasses for a moment, but I blink and it’s gone. Charlie jumps into Mrs. Scriver’s arms, and I see red again in her eyes, only for a moment. That coffee mustn’t be working I think to myself.
“‘Pack your bags children’ says Mrs. Woodrow ‘we haven’t got a month of Sundays.’” She can’t wait for her tablecloths to stay white. I hurry upstairs with Charlie and we’re ready within minutes. It doesn’t take long to pack when you have nothing. I look at my parents’ photograph. They would be happy we are going to such a nice family.
“You have to cause extra trouble for me okay? And we have to write each other” I say to Oliver.
“You bet mate” he replies shaking my hand. Even with rain pouring from the sky, I can see clearly the fancy car in the driveway as my foot hits the pavement.
“Hop in kids” says Mr. Scriver gesticulating to the Bentley. I think I’m in heaven.
The ride is two hours long but Charlie and the countryside scenery keep my mind occupied.
Mrs. Scriver pulls down the mirror of the passenger seat to apply lipstick, smudging it when the tires hit a pothole. She rolls her eyes and in the corner of the mirror I see a quick red flash.
“Is there something in your eye?” I ask daringly.
“Oh no dear” she replies sweetly, leaving me puzzled.
We pull into a long driveway and I gaze at the perfect white house surrounded by meticulous landscaping. Sunshine glints off the lake like a mirror and nearly blinds me. I walk up each step of the grand staircase like a prince. Charlie runs full speed ahead to the mahogany door.
“‘Welcome home,” says Mrs. Scriver. I smell roses and fresh bread. Fine wines rest on display in the kitchen. Charlie steps off the mat and leaves a footprint on the floor causing the red to glow again in Mrs. Scriver’s eyes.
Charlie runs and I amble up the staircase to find two empty bedrooms at opposite ends of a corridor. Charlie has already slammed the door to his room and is probably unpacking his luggage. I open my door to find a perfectly made bed with a fresh red rose on the pillow. There is a tea set on the nightstand and a large window overlooking Haweswater. I set my luggage on the bed and unlock the buckles. My parents’ photo is gone. ‘I thought I put it on top,’ I think to myself. I feel a draft behind me and the door slams shut. I look up and notice the rose has turned to what looks like red liquid, seeping into the white pillowcase. The dripping stem hangs off the bed and steers my eyes to a pool on the floor. Resting in the red liquid is the photograph I hold so dearly to my heart. Droplets of liquid clear to form the word Scratch. My mother’s smile pokes through the red. I hear a scratching sound coming from the bed frame. I bolt for the door. It’s locked.
“Charlie!” I shout at the top of my lungs. All I hear is the slow clicking of heels. The door opens and Mrs. Scriver is a skyscraper holding Charlie’s hand. Her eyes are shining bright red and her ring is glowing. Charlie is shaking as if he’s holding the hand of the devil himself.
“Tea time dear” says Mrs. Scriver. I don’t understand what’s going on.
“Who are you?!” I demand.
“Your mother of course” she replies casually. I have no choice but to follow her downstairs.
Mr. Scriver walks into the kitchen covered in dirt as Mrs. Scriver pours tea.
“It’s all ready honey” said Mr. Scriver kissing his wife on the cheek. Her eyes flash again when she glances at the dirt he tracked in. There is menace hidden in their perfect features.
Charlie sips the tea nervously and I leave mine to turn cold. After Charlie finishes off his drink Mrs. Scriver suggests we go for a walk. I silently grab the Bentley’s keys off the hanger and nod to Charlie. As soon as we hit the bottom step of the staircase, Charlie and I run toward the car. Before I can reach the door handle, I feel a sharp pain on my forearm. The letter s appears etched in my skin. Charlie screams in pain as b becomes etched on his forearm. The Scrivers walk to the car and grab us with immense force.
“‘I said we are going for a walk,” scolds Mrs. Scriver, eyes glaring red now.
Charlie and I are marched to the backyard. I see a hole in the ground next to ten stones, all numbered in order and carved with one word each. I see stones 3 and 4, both with the word scratch.
Mr. Scriver throws Charlie into the hole. The letter u appears on his arm. Charlie is frantically trying to climb higher but cannot move.
“Bury him Hugo” orders Mrs. Scriver.
“You’re out of your minds!” I shout. The Schrivers link hands and their rings shine a blinding red. Sharp pains shoot through my arm; they’ve finished their idea of calligraphy. Shot is etched in my skin bubbling with blood. Demonic power takes control of my body and I pick up the shovel. My vision is gone but I hear Charlie screaming, as salty tears soak the writing in my flesh.
The screams cease, and I hear one last sentence before a bullet penetrates my heart.
“‘Who’s the redhead dear?’ Mrs. Scriver asks her husband, ‘Oliver I believe.’”
Florida 2019 Travel Montage
















Montage Reflection
During February vacation I traveled to Florida with my friend, Jessica Turcotte, and my family. I have been inspired to create video content by YouTubers like Eva Gutowski, Modern Health Monk, and Matt D’Avella. I have always found travel vlogs and montages to be entertaining and a great way to capture precious moments.
Since this was my first travel video, I did some research before I began filming. I used my iPhone because I wanted to be as mobile as possible when we were on the go. I found out that I needed to keep my phone in landscape while taking videos to avoid the sides being cut off in editing. I am so glad I found out about this because I know I would have been upset had I ended up with black siding on my videos. I originally planned to make a vlog, where I talked to the camera. However, I found that vlogging made me feel uncomfortable in public because I was randomly talking to a camera. Simply taking videos of things I saw worked out much better for me. Since I was the filmmaker, there was a lot of footage of Jessica and the other people around me. However, Jessica did end up taking some videos of me so I could incorporate my experiences as well. I found my iPhone to work very well for filming, especially since I did not have much extra space to carry a camera. After making this video, I would definitely use an iPhone to film in the future.
After gathering all my footage in Florida, I came back to school and uploaded it to the Mac and used Final Cut as my editing program. I have used Final Cut for past art projects and it was a great fit for what I was trying to accomplish. I kept a storyline for my video while using minimal words. I only included the names of the cities we visited because I wanted to leave some of the imagery open to the interpretation of the viewer. I started with a scene in Portland, Maine, where we started our travel journey and set Jessica as the main character. I included some clips of my mom to show that I was also traveling with her. Later I added the characters of my aunt and grandmother, then finally myself. Later on, I added Tyler and Cody, some friends we met up with in Florida, to add a variety of characters. My favorite part of the video was the drum circle where we met some little girls from New York, Julia, and Bralynn. There was so much energy at the drum circle, and the film definitely captured that moment perfectly.
I had no problems uploading the footage, and I spent about two weeks editing. I came into class during my study halls and used class time to work on this project. Lastly, I uploaded the video to my YouTube channel and posted it to my blog on WordPress. I plan to burn the video to CDs to give away as gifts to the people who were on the trip. I can honestly say this has been one of the most fun projects I have worked on, and I plan to make more travel montages in the future.
Pinz

Pinz Reflection
This past winter I decided to start my own business combining digital art and marketing. I had a pinback button machine from American Button Machines at my house so I invested in the pieces needed to make buttons. Rather than starting with the software from American Button Machines, I used PhotoShop. I made a grid to the size of the 2.25” button and inserted my edited photos. However, I found that PhotoShop took too long for me to learn the program, edit the photos, and make all the pins in a timely manner. I purchased a one-month subscription for the American Button Machine Software and I couldn’t be happier with the results.
The American Button software is user-friendly, simple, and customizable. I researched some marketing strategies and found that people like anything that is cheap and custom. So, I used this in a Facebook advertisement “Jenny Penny Pinz, one for $3 or two for $5.” I posted the advertisement with my photography from a boys varsity basketball game to show I could use sports action shots for custom pins. That night I got an order for a basketball pin, and it just kept rolling from there. I had orders from the cheerleading squad, basketball players, and fans. I also designed pins for bands, memes, movies, shows, and quotes. One of my most popular designs was “It’s not Cool to Juul in School”. I marketed this design so all you can see from a distance is “Juul”, and “It’s not cool in school” was written in tiny letters. The design demotes juuling but students still like to wear it because they think it looks cool.
I went to various sporting events taking photos of basketball and cheerleading. I learned that I could promote my product by wearing it, so I would wear my buttons to photography events. I expanded upon myself as a photographer because I was taking photos all the time at and posting them to Bulldog Pride. I even got a pickup gig taking senior night photos for the cheerleading and basketball teams. Something I plan on changing is the way I collect money for pins. People tend to forget their money or not pay at all, which leaves me with pins I spent money on but didn’t get any return for. My new approach for the spring sports season is to take the money with the order, then hand out pins after. This way I’ll have the money in my hand before wasting money and time on pins people won’t pay for.
I am very happy I started my pin business and I know it’s worth it. One of the coolest things about my pins is seeing people wear my artwork when I walk down the halls. My next step for my pin business is selling magnets, along with pins. After getting some customer feedback, I found that people also want magnets so they can put them on their lockers etc. I still have a lot to learn about my market I’m selling to, but I plan to continue my pin business well into the future.
Alex Katz Self Portrait
I like to make an image that it is so simple you cant avoid it, and so complicated you can’t figure it out
Alex Katz



Poetry and Self-Portrait Reflection
For my second quarter of portfolio art I decided to do a lengthy project as well as some smaller pieces. I typically like to do large projects, but at the end of the quarter I decided to go back to my roots of poetry. As 2018 came to a close I decided to wrap up the year by finishing some pieces I had started but never gave thought to. New years are about new beginnings and I wanted to start fresh and be ready to learn something new in the third quarter.
I went on a trip to the Colby College Museum of Art and discovered something about myself as an artist. I don’t like museums! However, even though I didn’t seem to connect with the traditional art at Colby, I found myself to really enjoy the work of Alex Katz. Katz’s paintings people in a way that shows both the front and back of them, and he also depicts them in social settings. I found that my friends and I did a small impromptu photo shoot with some of his work, which is what I added to the back of my portrait. I my charcoal self portrait I disregarded technical drawing skills. I want my viewer to see that you don’t need drawing skills if that isn’t where you want to focus your time. I looked at myself in the mirror and simply drew what I saw, but more importantly I drew what I felt and what I think many people feel. I drew shadows under my eyes because I’m tired not only of sleep deprivation, but also of the mundane routine of a typical nine to five. The image I created of myself reflects me and also what I see in the world where people fall into a routine and are too busy working to get out of the rut. My poem “Vanilla” connects directly to this drawing because the theme is about the draining lifestyle that is the American way. I feel that this is one work with two pieces and I love that about it. I want my viewer to see the image and feel the words. I also want to mention the feedback I got from the lovely, one and only Jasmine Cayford. Jasmine is a friend I met through writing and I highly value her opinion of my work. It is so ironic that Jasmine said what she did about my poem because Mr. Demello had just told me that once your artwork is out into the world, the author is dead because their intent is lost, especially with poetry. My intent with the poem “Vanilla” was about challenging the idea of a mundane rushing society that doesn’t make time for enjoyment. I wanted the viewer to see that there is a cycle when it comes to us teaching our children to get on the hampster wheel and run until our hearts burst. However, my intent died when Jasmine commented on my poem because she took it as something about white culture. Jasmine thought that vanilla was referring to white people and how they produce white culture in a cycle. I found this extremely interesting because that was not my intent at all. I am interested to see other interpretation of this poem.
My other poems are separate pieces but I wanted to add them to this collection because they are part of me as an artist wrapping up unfinished works. “Synthetic Smiles” is about people teaching kids to be themselves when the parents don’t follow their own advice. I find that people often are hypocritical when it comes to life advice, and I wanted to put that into perspective for my viewer. Café Rendezvous is about how technology has changed the way people see their self worth. I depicted the girl in the poem to only see her reality through a screen, while someone that loves her sees much more. At the end of the poem the boy gives her help to find happiness but she made the decision herself to start seeing the world without the constraints of social media. I’ve personally felt the toxicity that that social can bring to people, especially about what should be valued. Rather than appreciating life in the moment, people now tend to try and capture moments so they can show it on social media. That being said, social media is a great tool, but I want my viewer to understand the repercussions of the misuse of social media. “Cliché Goodbye” was a prompt I got last year in creative writing. The prompt was to write about something people say instead of “I don’t love you anymore”. I chose the cliché of “It’s not you it’s me” because I feel so many people have heard this during a breakup. This poem isn’t personal, however, I wanted to connect to the majority and I accomplished that by using a cliché goodbye story. I enjoyed working on these pieces this quarter and learned that there is no time limit to unfinished pieces and life can be put back into any work of art.
Just for fun



Self Portraits of a false persona






Bliss

Your soul slips into a state of devine
Everything feels euphoric
Feelings like these come once in a while
There’s no such thing as dysphoric






















